Want some of my days? I have more than I need right now.

have you ever noticed that it doesn't really matter how much time in advance you give yourself to plan something or do something, like writing a paper for school or planning a wedding, it doesn't really matter because you can't actually DO ANYTHING until it's absolutly necessary for you to start doing it?
i keep thinking "why didn't i think of doing this, this or this idea 4 months ago.? if i would have just thought about it and then did something about it, it would be done and taken care of" but brains don't think that way. they don't turn on until you have 5 minutes left to write your essay for mr. bowens essay test on the scarlet fucking letter. HOWEVER, even though you start it late, you are able to get enough good thoughts down on paper so that it actually looks like you might have read some of the stupid book. or i mean planned a wedding.