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May 11, 2009
mum mum day was yesterday.
baby esmond is napping on my lap. it is getting harder and harder to find time to "blog" anything worthwhile anymore. (uh, was it ever worthwhile???) but whatever. i take pictures of buster brown all day long and it's hard to get those on flickr too. i read a lot of blogs about nice ladies that have lots of kids...like 3 or more sometimes and i don't even know what to think sometimes. how do they find time? how does anyone one with a small child have time to do anything??? maybe it gets easier. maybe they don't watch the price is right everyday ( i do!!)
i guess maybe my priorities have changed a little bit? maybe not. i would love to sew clothes for the boy, for myself, for the cat and make things for etsy while also making money. but i would rather try to exercise or go to the park with boo boo and by then time we get home it's time to cook dinner then it's time for a bath and then it's almost bedtime.
yesterday was my first mothers day. i have been a mom for less then a year but it is really weird to think about how much esmond has grown from a tiny bebe to a walking, grunting little person! a lot of things changed when i became a mom and it's been REALLY hard sometimes. i feel like there are so many things that other mom's don't tell each other about what to expect when becoming a mom, but at the same time you kind of have to experience it on your own to really know how it is. but still, once you become a mom you are a completely different person from the one you used to be. i see it as the one thing that makes you grow up from being a child to becoming an adult. i know maybe you paid bills before and work at a job or whatever. but it's not the same. i'm not sure if other people feel the same way as i do.
okay. anyway. i keep seeing this girl around fremont who used to live by me when i was little. i think she recognizes me to. it's weird. if i see her again i will talk to her . maybe..probably.
sighhhhhhhhhhh...
Posted by alison at May 11, 2009 11:19 AM