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February 23, 2010

tired days

i feel like i'm getting into the cycle of sleepless nights and exhaustimalated days.
for example: all of yesterday i was tired. i even took a nap with buster and i don't know how long it lasted but i was still tired when i woke up. then at night i couldn't sleep. i kept fretting over taking buster to the dr. in the morning for shots. and then i kept thinking about other stuff, like going to the zoo and seeing people that are familiar because i met them before but not wanting to talk to them because when i did meet them before they were kinda bitchy and uninterested. (hurumph.)
so when i finally DO sleep it's not a restful sleep because i'm tossing and turning and adjusting my lumpy pillow and rearranging my blanket. THEN, at some point in the very early morning (3-5 am-ish) buster wakes up to nurse and it takes forever and i can't fall back asleep. AND AFTER THAT, i somehow manage to think myself asleep and have nightmares about buster crapping all over the carpet and not being able to clean it up.

so yeah. this morning we had to hoof it to the dr. and we both had to wake up before we normally would so then i had to get a coffee and buster remembered the dr's office as soon as we went in and was crying. he had nursed for a long time after to gather his composure and then we left and went to the goodwill. i got a sweet vintage fair isle sweater and buster got a dump truck toy. i guess that makes it okay. except that i feel tired but can't nap with him because i will just lay there awake.

in other news i feel like getting my elastic waist jeans out because i feel dumpy. i am always walking past the sweat pants area at target and thinking 'OOOOOOOOOH, those look comfortable!!'. i wonder how many stretch pants is TOO MANY stretch pants for one person?
i see a lot of people walking around in nice yoga pants and wish that i could do that too. i just really really really don't want to wear "sloppy clothes" in public though. which reminds me. i would like to join the wardrobe_remix group on flickr or maybe 100% thrifted it would for sure motivate me to wear my nicer clothes....

Posted by alison at February 23, 2010 12:21 PM